Absolutely why she is still hurting me why she is still ruining my nights..why ?????
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friends it was necessary to write down here before so many pages have to written here its latest incident happend to me on 25th jan..but sorry m writing it today after 15days.....
"parwah nahi jinhe hamari kyo wo hamey satati hai
chhor k jane wale kyo sapne me ati ha..."
it was something that didnt let me sleep on 25th morning after 2.30am.maine sapne me dekha babu kahi park me baith k ek chhoti bachhi ki tarah ro rahi hai..chhota bachha dono hatho se jaise ankho ko mijte rota hai us tarah se ..mai babu k karib jata hu aur puchhta hu kya hua babu ? babu bolti hai mera kuch kho gaya hai yahi pe ..maine puchha kya kho gaya hai babu boli yahi pe tha avi kho gaya..maine dhundhne k liye jab sir uthaya to mujhe patna zoo k andar ka wo talab k kinare ka scene najar aya ...ye wo jagah tha jo mera 3rd date tha babu k sath jab mai 2 din k liye patna gaya tha ...aur ye wahi ped thha jaha hum sath me baithe the..i had tears in my eyes mai babu ki taraf dekha to babu ki najre jhhuki hui thi ..suddenly meri nind tut gai..aur meri ankho me sach me ansu tha mai pura darr gaya ..besak babu humse dur boht dur ja chuki hai but i care for her and i will forever..mai nind se jag chuka tha .i whiped my tears aur diwar k sahare sir rakh k baith gaya time dekha to raat ka 2.30 ho raha tha..mujhe koi chahiye tha us time jo mujhse baith k 2min baat kar sake unfortunately sara hindustan so raha tha..i tried to sleep but so nahi saka ..i dnt knw kyo bina rukey anshu nikal rahe the ..achanak se pura flash back samne najar ane laga ...u baithe baithe subah ka 6.30ho gaya aur 7.30am se meri class thi so mai uth k fresh ho k academy chala gaya ....
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it was something happend to me that took my attention whole day and i was unable to control my emotions ..well such things happen .but still m finding the reason y she still ruining my nights..
"khata nahi tumhari mere sapne me ana
pyar kya hota tha tumse ye jana
hota ye v hai pyar me ye to ab ja k jana"
so many yet to come......
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