history repetead again......
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hamari zindagi to sisey k jaisi hai..
ek baar fir aaya wo pal jo na maine chaha
har gaya fir mera pyar
boht roya par kaya karta meri kismat he aisi hai..
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kaise kare hum bayan kitni mohabbat hum karte hai
kho na du apko sirf isi bat se darte hai
apke khusio k liye hum sarey aansu pitey hai
jine ko o sab kuch yaha hum to apke khusio me jitey hai
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hamesa ki tarah aaj bhi mai subah utha aur academy gaya.class khatm hone k bad lab me baitha doso k sath practice kar raha tha.aaj hamara car modeling suru hua tha..aur isi pe practice kar rahe the..maine socha ki friday tak mai ti pura car design karke sir k samne rakh dunga.aur mai apna best dena chahta tha.pata nahi kyo mera dil boht bekrara ho raha tha pata nahi kyo man nahi lag raha tha...maine socha babu se baat karta hu maine lab se bahar nikal k babu ko phone kia aur boht achhe se baat hui.thoda baat karne k baad babu ne bola ki use sona hai maine bola thik hai ja k si jaiye.babu sone chali gai.par fir v mera dil ghabra raha tha .man nahi lag raha tha.mai lab se bahar nikal gaya aur ghar aa gaya.kuch dhang se khane ka man v nahi ho raha tha fir v thoda khaya.aur fir socha ki babu se ek bar baat kar leta hu.
3baje k aas pas time ho raha tha..maine babu ko phone kia babu se thoda bat kia fir babu ne fir bola ki sone jana hai maine roka aur fir babu ne puchha ki " babu agar mujhe apne parents and apne pyar me kisi ek k choose karna padey to kise choose karna chahiye" maine bola ki ye kaisa sawal hai dono ki apni ahmiyat hai..aur pyar me koi tulna thode na hoti hai..pyar to pyar hota hai. fir babu ne bola ki agaar apko choose karna pada to ...maine bola mai kisi ko v nahi chhor sakta mai dono k le aunga dono k bagair nahi g sakta..maine ek baar babu ko promise kiya tha ki jab unhe kisi ek ko choose karna pade to wo apne parents ko choose karey..to maine unhe bol dia ki apne parents ko choose kijiyega,
babu ne bola apne mera kaam asan kar dia mujhe aaj ek decision karna tha..maine bola mai samjha nahi ...then babu ne bola ki unhone aaj maa ko sab bata dia hamre barey me aur unki maa ne mana kar dia hai aur kabhi na baat karne ki kasam v di hai....
mai rone laga ....
babu i love you pleasse mujhe chhor k mat jao...
mai us bachhe k jaisa ro raha tha jisey uski maa use chhor k ja rahi hai...
mai bilkul akela mehsus kar raha tha...mai ro raha tha fir v koi samjhne ko nahi tha
babu v rone lagi ....
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ya khuda ye teri kaisi reet hai
ro rahe hai do pyar karne wale
haar raha hai hamara pyar
aur tu kahta hai pyar me har pyar ki jeet hai...
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kya kami hai hamare pyar me jo hum mil nahi sakte
kaun sa bagiya hai tere pyar ka
jisme hamare pyar k ful khil nahi sakte
kyo banai he aisi duniya
jisme pyar karne wale ji nahi sakte
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mai apne babu ko rote huye kabhi nahi dekh sakta maine bola babu mat ro but babu ro rahi thi.babu kahne lagi maine apke life ko spoil kar dia...but us pagli ko kya pata wo mera pyar hai wo meri jaan hai mera sansar hai mera sab kuch hai usne to meri diniya basai hai jisme mai aur babu ki dher sari pyare pyare pal hai..maine khud ko thda sambhala aur bola ki babu aap jaisa chahte ho waisa hoga..pls aap mat ro ...fir maine bola babu ab aap hamse dur jaogi to hum pura bikhar jayenge please babu hum koi aur rasta dhundh lenge par aap mujhe chhor k naho jao hum mar jayenge apke bagair ..hum dono kafi der tak rote rahe .maine bola babu kya ek bar hum mil sakte hai. babu ne bola nahi kabhi nahi.babu ne mujhe kasam de di mai kabhi hamre barey me unke parents se koi baat nahi karenge...babu apne parents ko hurt nahi karna chahti hai...aisa boht kum log hai is duniya me jo apne parents ki itni kadar karte hai jo unhe hurt nahi karna chahte...mai v babu ki is soch ki kadar karta hu.
mai kya kar sakta tha kuch nahi mai ab us insaan k jaisa ho gaya jisne boht sapne dekhe aur unhe sach karne ka hosla v hai par apne pyar k samne jhuk gaya.
maine fir bola ki babu ek bar mil lo kuch dena baki rah gaya hai ....babu ne fir mana kar dia aur rone lagi ...amien socha thoda hasa du babu ko kyoki hum log kafi tym se sirf ro rahe the...maine fir bola babu mil lo pagal warna hum us top ka kya karnge jo humne apke liye kharida tha...aur pata nahi maine to ye baat thoda situation sahi karne ko bola par mai khud ko nahi sambhal paya aur fut fut k rone laga...maine babu k liye ek top kharida hua hai jo mai hamre anniversary pe dena chahta tha jo ki 29th aug ko hai...maine bola babu hamra koi v sapna sach ho na paye ek sapna o sach hone do jo mai har rat ko dekhta hu ki apna 1 year anniversary apke sath manae ka uske bad apna anniversary mai akele mana lunga..fir babu raji hui...wo boli ki thik k ahi only last time uske baad dono alag ho jayenge....maine bola thik hai..fir phine ka balance 1hr baat karne k bad khatm ho gaya..
maine shyam bhai k phn se call kia to bla blnc khatm ho gaya 2 min bad call karta hu babu ne bola rahne do ab saam ko baat karte hai..
mai uske baad rota raha ....ek to garmi ka mausam aur dilli ka garmi jaan le raha tha mai rote rote kab so gaya pata nahi chala...
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bichhar gaye jo hum to bichharne ka gum nahi
apse jusi yadein apke hone k ehsas se kam nahi
khus rahna ap zindgi k har mod pe
kya hua jo apke zindgi me hum nahi
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i love yo my jaan
i love yo so muc mera babu
apke bina hum ji nahi sakte
you my love life everything.
i will miss you always
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