pyar aisa he hota hai....

Itni hasrat hai tumhe pane ki humne khud ko badal dia....badal denge us jamane ko v jo rokega hume tumhe pane se.............



This Story is dedicated to my love....
Its a real story it directly belongs to me...


ujar jata asiyana apno k bichhar jane se..aur rahne ko wo ghosla nahi milta
pa lo sabkuch agar pyar bichhar jaye to jine ka wo hosla nahi milta

i love you baby....
dont leave me ever i will nt b alive anymore


hi,
mere barey me aap sab dashboard pe padh chuke hai....par kuch aisa hai meri zindgi se judi jiske bagair ye sab sirf sab hai sabkuch nahi



pyar to sab karte aur sabdo me bayan kar dete hai
hamara kuch aisa ki humne to thik se iqrar v nahi kia
phul to sab pahli mulakat me dete hai
humne to unhe phul ka didar v nahi hone dia
wo to itni komal aur khubsurat hai ki ful v sarma jate
isliye humne phulo ko badnam nahi hone dia


yes my baby...its all only for you

ab ye mat sochna ki sare sabd kahi se copy kia hai ye sab dil se nikla aur bus apke liye nikla hai
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ek pyari si ladki is gandi si duniya me behad ajib tarike se mili....
besak ek time aisa tha jab mai ye sochta tha ki pyar jasi koi chiz nahi hoti par wo kahte hai na...jis se jitna dur jao wo utna hamare pas ata hai...rab ki v aisa koi yojna thi
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suruwat ek dosti se hui jo pyar me badalne me boht tym laga iski wajah ki pyar ka ehsas v boht der se hua ....besak pyar pahle hume he hua jab hume is baat ka ehsas hu tab unhe ye manjur nahi tha kyoki us tym hamare bich duriya ho gai thi...
hume v ehsas jab hua jab hum hamesa uske bare me he sochte....
man nahi lagta tha
kisi v chiz me nahi
isme mera pura sath dia mere dost romi , mangal pandey,anurag,pinku ye mere wo dost hai jinhone us tym pe pura sath dia pine me aur zindgi ko hawa me uchhal sabkuch bhul jane me...roj hamara expense ho gaya tha atleast 500rs ka takriban 2 mahino me humne 20k rs gum ko bhulane me kharch kiye subah beer se saam whisky se khatm hoti thi...........isme baki ka koi kasur nahi.....unhe iske liye raji v maine he kia tha

ha par unhe pata nahi tha ki unke is dost k sath aisa kuch hua hai aur maine unhe pata v nahi lagne dia....dost hai meri wajah se unhe tens kyo
and unke sath tym dete to achha lagta tha...warna unki boht sikayat hoti thi
padhai kahi gum ho gai....koi project kuch v dhang se nahi kia infact kuch kia he nahi...pura din south x me romi k pg pe gujarta and then raat ghar pe
...boht bura tym tha


fir ek din ek unknown number se call aya ....maine pick kia koi awaz nahi ayi...uske thoda pahle pawan ka phn aya tha and network prblm thi mujhe laga ye number v pawan ka he hoga...par mai galat tha maine call back kia to kisi ne phone uthaya maine hello bola but koi awaz nahi ayi..ha jab sans lene ki ahat suna wo kuch aisa tha jo mai janta pehchanta tha jisne dil ko bola ye mera babu hai...(i always called her babu) maine bola babu fir v awaz nahi ayi fir maine bola babu mai janta hu ye aao ho apko meri kasam kuch bolo fir jo awaz ayi i cnt explain in words dil ko kitna sakun pahucha...dil ko bohat achha laga..usne bola babu..aur wo ro padi...

unke aahat ne mujhe pura tod dia
roye jo wo waha yaha mera dil ro dia
usdin hamari baat 49days k bad hui thi
mere liye 3 magical word kam pad rahe the ijhar karne k liye mai nahi kar paya

i remember it was 14th august 2009 it was krishna janmashtmi....today when i talkd to babu then c said aaj jo mai mangu bhagwan se wo mil jayega....maine god se babu manga....it was 28th august rat ko 11 baje k karib babu ka msg aya msg kuch aisa tha

hey


sweetheart





i




love





you


kuch nahi puchna so jao kal bat karenge



..... then mujhe believe nahi hua

maine tabhi reply kia msg sahi me tha ya majak then i got replied ki its just a joke yaar...so jao


ha but jo v tha dil ne bola ki kal to pupose kar he du

hamri baat phn pe he hoti bcoz c s in patna and i was in delhi



next day in morning
i send her a msg in persian...one of my best friend is student of persian from j.n.u to usi se puchha ki i love you ko persian me kaise bolte hai...maine use persian me msg type kar k bheja tha....and ye v pucha ki iska matlab mujhe sam tak pata kr k batana.....at evening ab ye aisa tym tha jab mujhe purpose karna tha...aisa lag raha tha ki xam ka result ane wala hai...bajrangbali ka name le k maine i love you bola 29th aug 2009 time 8pm k karib


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agar paya jo pyar tumhara to samjhunga ki khuda ki khdai pa li
inkar jo hua to to lagega ki zindagi se judai pa li...
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usne thodi der bad i love u 2 bola....ye kuch aisa tha ki sirf feel lar sakte hai bayan nahi,,,,,
ye kuch aisa tha ki sagar k lahro pe tair rahe hai khule aasman ke niche jaise ki au kuch hasrat nahi zindagi me sab kuch mil gaya
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apka jawab sunkar sansey tham gai aur ankhe nam hui
ye sabse hasin pal tha..kho du sab kuch to v koi gam nahi
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i had a busy shedule due to few projects ...so didnt got tym to meet her but i were planning to go to patna , and finally a date decided that was 13th october.


due to festival like chhath and diwali i was unable to take ticket so i was depend on tatkal ticket that i had to cash early morning on 10th oct. on this day i woke up early all credit goes to my sweetheart wo call me and remind me that i have to make ticket..finally i was a lucky 1 who got ticket in rush of chhath puja and diwali...credit goes to ngpay who helped me to cash it throug my cell phone.

on d next day that was 11th october i went to bought something to gift her .....it was my first date..i wanted to bought an ipod so i choosed nehru place as it is largest electronic market so i went thr wid my sweet friend prashant shrivastawa.i was seraching apple nano but it was my hard luck that it was out of market ...so i was thinking to get smthing diff.. suddenly i saw an archies gallary thr ...i move thr while entering my eyes spot a ganesh g having metal temple like structure and along wid a watch on d top it suited my mind and i took dis .



........next day it was 12th oct

maine apna sara lam khatm kia and station nikal gaya mujhe chhorne romi and alok v sath aye .
station pahuch k maine romim ko 100rs dia ki ghar chale jao leki usne nahi lia romi ne bola" rakhe raho tumhe kam ayega waise v tumhare pa paise v nahi hai." it was true mere pas bilkul v paise nahi the wo to idhar udhar disto se 2000rs lia tha.

train apne samay se khuli 5.30pm pe(sampoorna kranti)

patna me mere boh dost hai but maine apne langotia dost jo mera padosi v hai use phn kia thawo to bilkul time pe pahuch gaya tha...


###NOW IN PATNA ON 13th oct2009###

patna pahuch k maine babu ko call kia time was near 8am by my watch.
wo us tym bhi sorahi thi aur usne soye huye bola babu pahuch gaye maine bola haa pahuch gaya...



fir mai nikal gaya banti k rum pe jo ki krishna aprtment k pas me tha..


waha pahuch k maine adi ko phone kia...beacause mujhe pata nahi tha ki amrapali restraunt kaha hai..mai fresh ho k adi ka wait kar raha tha fir adi aya and uske sath nikal gaya raste me archies se bracelet v lia...


i was 30 min late from decide time it means i made my babu to wait for 30 min in restraunt...adi took me at d gate of restraunt that was in pant bhawan boring road. he just shake hand wid babu and go away.

it was 11.30am and now only me and babu was in restraunt ....the first thing c said to me "journey me koi problem to nahi hui na" i said no
i was stupid that i sat infront of her not beside of her.
c said" ap waha kyo baithe ho idhar aa jao. i was completly nervous.fir mai uske bagal me ja k baitha.

then we talk little bit.. and i was doing comedy thr that day i realised yes m stupid really that m doing comedy on my first date..we were in restraunt for 2 hours then i asked her where to go next i said for zoo but there was not much time that i had to go ramnagar same day in evening. c had so many gifts for me when i looked toward my gift i was feeling bad ya but its k chalta hai.then we move to temple then cafe thr we spent best part of d first date ..c was in my arms and no moment can b better than dis...i was feeling something amazing.my friends were calling me and diturbing that time .

waise saam ko banti ko v mere sath he ghar jana tha and maine bola tha saam ko party kar k ghar chalenge .so we end our first date wid beatifull moments .adi was around me near cafe. after babu left cafe i called them and decide to gave them party in rest ...they said they want to go in bar so i took thm to madhuan bar that is in front of pant bhawan ...we went thr and had beers ,,whisky etc except adi who took only cold drink..



then we moved for ramnagar . maine hanuman madir k pas se auto reserve kia hajipur tak aur fir mai aur banti nikal pade...befor i leave patna when i talked 2 babu c said it was best day of her lyf and it was mine also.


hajipur pahucha to pata chala ki train nikal chuki hai .3 ghante bad ek train hai. it means ki hume 3 ghanta wait karna tha...

yes i was missing something so much...what was that????????

that was my sweet babu...i was missing her lots
sochta raha kash wo pal wahi tham jata kash aaj sam nahi hui hoti kash....!!!!!!!!

lekin wo khubsurat pal jo bitaya ab yad ban chuki thi jo reh reh k dil me guggudi karti reh reh k mai akele muskura padta..
ha ye sab kuch aisa he tha ...maine sirf litti aur coldrink k alawe aur kuch nahi lia hoga aur khyalo me khoya khoya 3 ghante bit gaye pata v nahi chala....

ek khubsurat pal k bad ek muskil wala samay mera wait kar raha tha iska thoda thoda ehsas mujhe ho raha tha....kuch is tarah ki 11baje ki last train thi muzaffarpur se jo mujhe 4baje subah tak ramnagar pahucha deti lekin ye sab namumkin sa tha ab
aur agar aisa nahi hua to 4ghanta mujhe wait karna tha....

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jis baat ka tha dar wahi bat hona tha
abhi tak jo khyalo me soya tha
ab 4 ghante ankhe khol khade khade sona tha
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bhukh v lag rahi thi mai aur banty station se bahar nikale aur rest.. dhundh rahe the muskil se ek dhaba dikha jo khula tha waha gaye to khane me sirf non veg tha ...aur kuch nahi humne wahi order de dia..jab bill pay karne gaya to dekha ki iske bad mere pocket me sirf 3rs bache the banti k pas to wo v nahi tha..

fir station pahuche...garmi v lag raha tha and ab to pyas v lagne laga tha ...platform pe stalls pe cold drinks k bottles dekh k dil karta par paise nahi the...pani ka bottle v nahi kharid sakte the...platform pe he kahi nalka paya aur hath se pia ...jaise taise tym kat raha tha...fir 2baje k karib phn aya and my jaan asked "pahuch gaye" i said no we rs still waiting for a train at muz.. we talked little bit then i said her to go to sleep.

samay kat gaya aur fir 4 baje k karib train khuli aur fir subah j k ghar pahucha.

##NEXT DAY ##(14th october)
this was d day which hurtd me lot

yes my baby this day hurtd me lot...i remember when i talked to u i missd that charm that i felt a day be4. jab mai apne pyare se pal k bare me baat karna chaha to unka response kuch aisa tha ki kal ka tym unke zindagi ka sabse bura daur tha.mai kuch bolna chahta to wo kahti ki unhe is topic pe koi baat nahi karni .
jis din ko hum dono ne apne zindagi ka sabse yadgar aur khubsurat din karar dia tha kaise wo din itna bura ho sakta hai ...ye soch k mai sach me pura pagal ho raha tha...i was crying..koi nahi tha mujhe samjhne wala..kuch v achha nahi lag raha tha wo v jab ki kal diwali thi...i was crying infront of hanuman g i requested him pls hanuman g mera babu mujhe wapis dila do.
today it was diwali and babu is d first who woshed me diwali...i was happy mera babu wapis aa gaya...use uske dost ne samjhaya ki kuch v galat nahi tha...pyar aisa he hota hai..i was happy

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dhal jaye suraj bhikar jaye ye jaha
mere dil me hamesa rahega wo khubsurat sama
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